고통이 닥치거든 나의 업장을 보라
2006-02-04 관리자
[고통이 닥치거든 나의 업장을 보라]
우리는 어려움이 닥치면
흔히 말한다
전생의 업장이 얼마나 깊었으면...
그리고는 현재의 나의 잘못을 돌아보고
나를 탁마하기보다
팔자 타령을 곧잘 한다
또한 나보다
환경을 탓하고 이웃을 저주하고 남을 탓하며
나의 박복함과 나의 불운함에
스스로 가슴이 메인다
그러나 알지니
심어 놓지 않은 인연
뿌려 놓지 않은 결과가 오는 법은 없음을
다만 어리석어
살아온 날이 길어지고
삶을 바꾸니
그 기억 알지 못할 뿐
우리의 삶이 안타까운 건
현재 우리 모습이 나의 뜻과 다른 것도 있으나
아서라, 진정한 안타까움은
나의 잘못
나의 진실한 모습을
우리가 진정 알지 못한다는 것
그저 내 눈앞에
오늘 지금 내 앞에 전개되는 삶만을 전부로 알아
내가 알지 못한 세계
내가 잊은 세계의 진실을 알지 못할려니...
우리 눈에 전개되는 삶만이 전부라면
이 세상의 모순
그리고 나의 울분이
어찌 해석될 수 있으리
그러나 알지니
내 눈앞에 현실만이 전부가 아닌 것을
과거 현재 미래가 언제나 눈앞
지금 오늘의 일이며
우리의 삶
우리의 모든 것이
본래로 하나이고
본래로 이어져 있음을...
바람은 뜰앞을 오가고
꽃은 저절로 피고 지누나
행여나 삶에 아픔이 찾아오거든
현재의 나의 밝음
현재의 나의 선한 의지만 볼 게 아니라
그리하여 나의 불운
나의 박복함을
탓하기 앞서 원망하기 앞서
언제나 밝은 마음으로 살펴
그 옛날 내가 뿌려 놓은 씨앗
나도 모르게 지은 인연
그 지중한 옛 일이 찾아옴을
밝게 바라 볼지어라
고통이 닥치거든
삶이 힘들 때면
그 속에 아픔을 안고
그 곳에 한(恨)으로 용솟음치는
언제나 알지 못한 잘못
언제나 알지 못하는
그 깊고 알수없는
나의 업장을 보라
그리고 치밀어 오르는 세상의 원망
그 분노 앞에
오직 긍정과 감사, 참회!
그 밝은 삶을 지어 나가라....
普賢合掌
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